Bill's Notes

You know what I miss ...
When I didn't care who was president. I mean, has this campaign gone on and on and on. If I were a little more conspiratorial minded, I would think someone's trying to distract me for some nefarious purpose. But I've said that before -- that the Democrats and Republicans are actually in league with each other to loot the treasury while distracting us by entertaining us with their name-calling, idealogy-spouting campaigns. Thing is, it works.
The New Computer and How it Almost Didn't Get Here
Got my new computer. Dual 17-inch monitors, wireless mouse, wireless keyboard, a webcam (call me on Skype!), 2 gigs of RAM, half terabyte hard drive, dual core 3 ghz processors, a couple of super video cards, a couple of DVD burners. Envy me. Just gotta load up Quark and a few other things, and I've got a serious home office.

Funny thing is, I nearly didn't make it home when the computer stuff was in my car. I must've drifted up pretty fast in the slushy icy snow and I was on a road that hadn't been well-plowed. And so my AWD Subaru skidded all over the road — I was off one side of the road, then the other, then the first side again, then the other side again, and then finally righted the car. It was quite a skid. Good thing there was farmland on both sides of me, and no one around. Once the car righted, I just kept going. These sort of adventures keep one from getting too cocky.

Bit of karmic payback, too. On the way to my friend's house, I was swearing at a woman poking along that exact stretch of road. I was like — you can do 40 here if you'd bothered to buy a decent winter car, then you wouldn't have to do 20. Um, she was right. 40 is too fast on that stretch, even with AWD. But no harm, no foul, lesson learned. 'Til next time.
Millennials
I've seen stories about this here Millennial Generation. I have only anecdotal experience of them. And not much of that.

The only thing I'd say is they seem ... well, a lot less rebellious than previous generations like the BB and Gen X. It unnerves me a bit. They seem eager to fit in ... eager to succeed ... but don't always seem to know how to do that. But what do you expect -- they're young.

The Dallas News story makes some sense. Particularly the part about their crumbling under pressure. But a lot of what I've heard before this story just sets off my BS detector. Just as most "generation" stories do.

Human nature has no history. People want what they want, and they want it now. Until they grow up. Our generation, the Baby Boomers (I caught the last year of the boom), were considered big problems by the previous generation.

Any thoughts?
And what rough beast, its hour come round at last ...
“Barack Obama will require you to work. He is going to demand that you shed your cynicism. That you put down your divisions. That you come out of your isolation and that you move out of your comfort zone. That you push yourselves to be better. And that you engage. Barack will never allow you to go back to your lives as usual – uninvolved, uninformed – you have to stay at the seat at the table of democracy with a man like Barack Obama not just on Tuesday but in a year from now, in four years from now, in eights years from now, you will have to be engaged.” — Michelle Obama.


Please tell me this quote is taken out of context. Or have we rooted for the demise of the Clintons, only to discover we've unleashed far worse monsters?


Turning and turning in the widening gyre
The falcon cannot hear the falconer;
Things fall apart; the centre cannot hold;
Mere anarchy is loosed upon the world,
The blood-dimmed tide is loosed, and everywhere
The ceremony of innocence is drowned;
The best lack all conviction, while the worst
Are full of passionate intensity.

Surely some revelation is at hand;
Surely the Second Coming is at hand.
The Second Coming! Hardly are those words out
When a vast image out of Spiritus Mundi
Troubles my sight; somewhere in sands of the desert
A shape with lion body and the head of a man,
A gaze blank and pitiless as the sun,
Is moving its slow thighs, while all about it
Reel shadows of indignant desert birds.
The darkness drops again; but now I know
That twenty centuries of stony sleep
Were vexed to nightmare by a rocking cradle,
And what rough beast, its hour come round at last,
Slouches towards Bethlehem to be born?
-- W.B. Yeats


I have never heard anything like this outside of a Third-World campaign. Are their names Obama, or Marcos?
Obama's gonna win the Dem nomination
Saw the last part of Barack Hussein Obama's address in Houston last night. This guy is a scary good speaker. I'm still trying to decide whether this guy is the most dangerous major political figure to appear on the scene in my living memory — or someone who might do some good.

That is, on one hand, he seems to be wedding the best instincts of mankind to a left-liberal statism that may do untold damage and take decades to reverse. In many ways, our country is still trying to undo the damage caused by 20 years of severe government mismanagement from 1960-80. The Reagan Revolution is unfinished and we've got a ways to go. That's the direction I think our country needs to go — toward getting the government off the backs of the American people.

On the other hand, I dunno. Obama is not a left-liberal Huey Long. At least, not yet.

The so-called "Obama" bubble will not burst soon. The guy is too good. There are not obvious chinks in his armor. Hubert Humphrey was a nice man and skillful politician, but had trouble rallying people. George McGovern was one of the most decent people ever to run for office, but deeply naive. Jimmy Carter was too earnest and naive. Gary Hart tried this same message as Obama, but he had a problem with women. Walter Mondale was a nice guy, but lacked charisma. Mike Dukakis was short, weird-looking and a boring technocrat. Bill Clinton lacked self-control. Al Gore had self-control, but couldn't make up his mind if he were a left-liberal or a Clinton New Democrat. John Kerry was obviously deeply narcissistic and one of those self-aggrandizing shits that you can't stand.

In other words, each of these candidates had the seeds of his own destruction obvious for all to see. On the GOP side, Nixon was joyless about his success and hid an angry streak. Ford seemed happy to be president, or not. Bush the Elder never seemed comfortable as heir to the Reagan Revolution, didn't really have a program, and spoke in managled syntax. Dole was a nice guy with a nasty streak. George W. Bush has his heart in the right place, but is the poorest communicator we've had as president in my memory — mostly because his answers usually sound like what he thinks he should say.

But Obama is none of these things. The man knows who he is. When he speaks, he speaks as if this is what he believes. He is charismatic and likeable. He's intelligent and appears reasonable. He doesn't seem to be a dog at heart, like Hart and Clinton. While he's clearly ambitious, he doesn't come across as someone seeking his own glory, like John Kerry.

His weakness is not in his leadership skills or in his personal character (at least, none have appeared at this time). His weakness is in the direction he wants to lead the country. Leaders need more than communication skills, character, integrity and effectiveness. Leaders are the people who set the direction — "we're going over there" and can persuade others to go that way, too. Obama is a guy, it seems at this time, who is skillful telling us to go in the wrong direction.

Not that he's wrong about everything. Remember — people are usually united about the questions. It's the answers that divide them. What is the good life? What's a fair society? How shall we treat the poor? How best to improve conditions for our people? How do we create a better nation?

The answers to these questions divide us, mostly because the answers require trade-offs. Shall we have equality of opportunity? Yes, of course, right? Ah, but what do we do when that leads to inequality of results? What is the role of the state, where can it really help and what are its limitations, in achieving a goal of a better nation?

Obama's answers, so far, seem out of whack. He talks about "shutting off the television" so kids can study. Great applause line. Um, exactly what does he mean by that? Does he mean to use moral suasion as president to encourage people to act in certain ways? Fine. That's actually conservative. But does he intend to, um, use the power of the state to achieve his ends? That's left-liberal*.

Fortunately, we have separation of powers in this country.

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* I use the term left-liberal as opposed to liberal because I think there's a huge difference between old-fashioned moderate democrats and the left. I have long suspected that the divide in this country is a mixture of people who hold very similar views but are divided along lines that boil down to self-identification. A little like the Blood and the Crips. They are divided by their adherence to colors, but not that much by their actual values, are they?

That is, there are a lot of Democrats and Republicans who identify strongly with each political party, but who, if you stood to the side and observed them, aren't really all that different in their views, particularly in their adherence to certain ways of problem-solving.

Left-liberals, though, truly do have a different set of values and operate from a different paradigm. Back to my Bloods and Crips metaphor. Imagine that one ground of Crips wanted not only to control city blocks in order to secure trafficking in vice, but to actually take over the entire city and reform it not for the benefit of themselves, but for the benefit of the people. That would be fundamentally different. Left-liberals are sorta like that. (Don't stretch that analogy too far. And I don't mean to gloss over the differences between people — I'm speaking very generally here.)

UPDATE: By the way, I really loved George McGovern and desperately wanted him to win in 1972. To this day, I have fond memories of his campaign. But I was eight at the time ... what's the Obamaniacs' excuse?
Brilliant blog
These guys are as good as bloggers get. Read "Difficult Breakups." Loved the about The Smiths.

LOL.

BTW, to whomever it may concern, Saabs and Volvos are as out of date as Members-Only jackets. IJS.

The dogs item is great, too.

I have to admit my utter whiteness in several areas. I love to read on the beach. My family renovated not one, but two houses, while I was growing up. We had a waterfront home. I insisted on getting house with a view either of the mountains or of the water. I love stainless steel kitchens and kitchen gadgets. I like sushi, but of course, sashimi better. I am an arts major. I went through a phase where I wanted to teach English in Japan. I like old furniture — especially one piece that stands out. Back in my HS days when I smoked a little of tabac forte, yes, I was concerned about what kind it was. And I when I went to Amsterdam, I had to go into Smokey's — even though I don't smoke weed.

My name is Bill. And I'm white.

International Piss-Off-The-Serbians Day
Otherwise known as Kosovar Independence Day.

I have no opinion. Happy for the Kosovars; sorry for the Serbs.