Bill's Notes

Spring, then ...
Friday afternoon! And it's warming up!

The world's life-giving sun is returning!

Time for William Carlos Williams:


Summer!
the painting is organized
about a young

reaper enjoying his
noonday rest
completely

relaxed
from his morning labors
sprawled

in fact sleeping
unbuttoned
on his back

the women
have brought him his lunch
perhaps

a spot of wine
they gather gossiping
under a tree

whose shade
carelessly
he does not share the

resting
center of
their workaday world


****

Note: You can see this painting in the Metropolitan in New York. It's the only Brueghel.
Mr. Magee was right
I had a conservative history teacher my senior year (back in 1982) in high school named Mr. Magee. A good guy, the kind of teacher who taught you a lot, but you could still sidetrack once a week just by asking him questions about this or that. Friday was the designated day to sidetrack him, and as we had the last period class on Friday, he was perfectly amenable to the idea.

Anyway, one day we got him shooting the breeze about the 1960s, and he decided to draw some historical parallels and make a prediction. He said, "The 1960s were a time of liberation for blacks. The 1970s were a time of liberation for women. The 1980s, it's going to be gays." Then he made a weak version of the black power salute (fist raised) and said, in a squeaky voice, "Right on, guys."

Well, you were off by just a little bit, Mr. Magee. But you called it.
Passion of The Christ
Saw the movie last night. And I'll see it again in upcoming days. Some random thoughts, not really organized here ...

It is certainly the most beautifully filmed Gospel movie I've seen. It's well-acted, for the most part. The music was "eh" and there were too many slow motion sequences, and I wasn't crazy about a couple of dumb artistic decisions. The worm thing with Satan is more appropriate for a horror movie. What was frustrating is the scene is otherwise brilliant, that is, the androgynous actor who plays an intense Satan who simply says, "No. Never." Then the worm and I was like, "Cheesy. This is the Gospel. Not Chucky 5." The raven sequence was dumb as well ... the guy is already dying on a cross, God doesn't need to add to the punishment.

Otherwise, much of it was outstanding. The use of "original" languages was brilliant, as was the decision to use them ... to hear the Gospel spoken in its original language is stirring. I enjoyed the Latin, too, though I'm pretty sure the people at that time would've spoken Greek. In either case, it works.

Mary has a crucial role. Her humanity is powerful, but she also has a willingness to endure the suffering, a clear submission to the will of God and an understand of her son's role in the redemption of the world, too ... in some ways, the movie is as much about Mary watching the suffering as our watching the suffering. She co-suffers. The movie may have done more to explain some of the Catholic concepts of Mary as co- this and that than any argument I've heard. Mary remains faithful. She doesn't scream at the injustice. She cries out in her humanity, but her faith never leaves her.

And the disciple John was played exactly as I've always imagined him. John is the one disciple who remains with Jesus (except for the garden), and is very young at the time of the crucifixion. He is played with skill as a young man who is in way over his head, but wants to remain faithful. He sort of senses what is going on, but I get the sense he remains with Jesus out of love. The other disciples had all fled by this time.

The Resurrection is given short-shrift, and is shot in slow motion, and is wrong by the Gospel. When Jesus is resurrected, he is not restored to his pre-beating state, except for a couple of holes in his hands. Jesus' body is entirely different ... and he is not immediately recognized by his mother or the disciples — even after they've seen him resurrected.

The sections with Peter was, to me, the most moving in the story. When we read the Gospel, we are to put ourselves in the place of Peter, for inevitably, Peter says and does what many of us would say or do. Peter promises Jesus he would follow Jesus to death, falls asleep on the watch, tries to violently prevent the crucifixion, denies Christ to save his own skin with the mob, and finally goes off to weep rather than follow Jesus to the cross.

Peter never returns to the movie. However, Peter does return in the Gospel, and it's crucial. After Jesus' resurrection, Jesus tells the women, "Tell the disciples and Peter to meet me ..." Peter has denied Him, and sees himself as no longer a disciple. But Jesus has none of that. Jesus calls Peter, has Peter affirm him once for each time he denied him, and Peter goes on to Rome to found the Roman Catholic Church (along with Paul). And according to tradition, Peter is crucified in Rome in one of Nero's parties.

But this is Mel Gibson's vision, not my own. He has executed it brilliantly, for the most part. His goal is a passion play, not a dramatic depiction of the Gospels. They are two different things. Passion Plays focus on the day of crucifixion.

And that Gibson has done. It is extremely violent. The movie follows the Stations of the Cross. Simon the Cyrene is brilliant, the crowd scenes were brilliant ... the depth of emotion of Pilate and the Romans is beautifully handled. The Romans go through a powerful and realistic range of emotions. The brutality of the men, who are alterately mocking, jeering, brutal and concerned, is realistic. I believed that in ways I hadn't believed it before. Mel Gibson understands men in groups, and their potential for violence and mockery. The Romans come off really quite well, considering they sign off on crucifying a man for thin political reasons.

Judas is brilliantly handled, as is Satan (except for the worm thing). The problem with any artistic depiction of Satan is to prevent him from taking over the emotional core. Because of our fallen humanity, it is simply easier to identify with a rebellious, selfish being who believes there is no possible redemption for mankind, than to believe in a suffering God who redeems the world. We can see rebellion, selfishness and unbelief all around us every day. It requires an act of faith to believe that beyond all that, there is a God who has made provision for our salvation. The problem with Judas is he does something very horribly wrong, and for mixed motives. Nothing to me is as shocking in the Gospels is the consequences of actions that are not terribly different from how you and me or people we know might act.

For example, Pilate is just trying to wiggle out of a situation. He wants to let Jesus go, but he's in a political bind and caves in to public opinion. How many times have we wanted to do the right thing, but conformed to the world instead? I'll tell you when I stop doing it.

And then Judas. Judas, I've always believed, thought Jesus was a Messiah who would kick the Romans out through military force or miracles and re-establish an independent nation of Israel and be its King. This met Judas' religious beliefs about the Messiah, and as the church treasurer, he imagined himself as probably being CFO of the new country. Except that Jesus, though He met all the requirements of the messiah, wasn't going along with the program.

My suspicion is this is what Judas was after: Jesus' refusal to kick out the Romans and insistence on speaking about a spiritual kingdom caused Judas to lose his faith. Judas thought perhaps he had wasted his time for the past three years following this preacher, and wanted a fresh start on life. How about turning Jesus over for 30 pieces of silver, enough to build a small farm? One of two things will happen: Jesus will do a little time in jail, pay a small fine, and go back to Galilee to work as a carpenter. Or Jesus would reveal Himself has Messiah, and with His hand forced by Judas, Jesus would at last start the rebellion to kick out the Romans. (BTW, none of this is biblical — it's just my spectulation.)

In the movie, some of this is hinted: Judas is seen as rash and regretful from the start. His sin becomes lack of faith. For even after the betrayal, he could have been redeemed by Christ. "And Judas went and hanged himself."

Lastly, the Jewish leaders come across terribly. It's not anti-Semitic. But you have to admit this was not the Sanhedrin's finest hour. They felt threatened by his teaching, and by his popularity. They were concerned by what they felt were blasphemies. There were rumors of more trouble.

So they schemed to kill a man who they felt would bring the wrath of Rome upon them for stirring up rebellion, and at the same time rid themselves of a religious troublemaker who posed a threat to their positions. Jesus had after all thrown the moneychangers out of the Temple, and said obscurely that the would tear the Temple down and build it up in the three days. This generates concern about the authorities. There could've been some background here, some of the regret you see in the face of the Romans at times, or with Pilate. But it's Gibson's vision...




Ash Wednesday
Despite my often Catholicism-influenced logic (Many of the professors at Seton Hall were still very much influence by Aquinas when I was there), I still don't know the liturgical calender very well.

My education is Catholic, but I was an atheist when I went there. My upbringing was secular Methodism, but that was abandoned when I was a boy. So after some serious studies of eastern religions, I became a Christian for the first time through the charismatic movement. This accounts for some of the Pentecostalism some of you have noticed.

Because of my love of literature, the Anglican church seemed a natural home for me liturgically. As a charismatic, you are supposed to remain in your own denomination. So intellectually I'm reformed Catholic, and in practice I'm charismatic and evangelical. It is also my nature to make sure my bases are covered :)

What this means is I'm not terribly well churched.

I'm very weak on the church calender, concerned as it is with annual cycles ... and as Augustine says, Jesus Christ is the straight path that takes us out of the cyclical religions and philosophies of the past.

Plus, it manages to conflate 33 years of activity into a single year, which makes the whole thing a little weird logically. You get:
Christmas,
then the Epiphany,
then the Transfiguration,
then you have Lent (which occurs in the Gospels BEFORE the transfiguration),
then Palm Sunday (wait a second, we just skipped Jesus' entire ministry — going straight from the wilderness to Jerusalem, including the transfiguration),
then Good Friday, Easter, Pentecost. Then the Assumption.
Then a bunch of saints' days until Advent again.

Still, there's some logic to it. It skips around temporally, but OK.

All this is to say, I sorta get Advent (though I don't like that much emphasis on Christmas, especially by non-Christians who are simply having a paganized winter festival), and I sorta get Lent. But what is Ash Wednesday?

I have no idea. I don't recall a particularly important Wednesday in the Gospels 40 days before Easter. Clearly, the Lenten season represents Jesus' 40 days fast in the wilderness. But Jesus was baptized in the River Jordan before that happened. I don't recall anything about ashes. The Holy Spirit came upon Him.

Feel free to clue me in.
Relevant quote from Chesterton
In comments to the last point, Mr. CTL directs readers to G.K. Chesterton, and the essay says better what I was trying to say. The salient bit:


When somebody wishes to wage a social war against what all normal people have regarded as a social decency, the very first thing he does is to find some artificial term that shall sound relatively decent. He has no more of the real courage that would pit vice against virtue than the ordinary advertiser has the courage to advertise ale as arsenic. His intelligence, such as it is, is entirely a commercial intelligence and to that extent entirely conventional. He is a shop-keeper who dresses the shop-window; he is certainly the very reverse of a rebel or a rioter who breaks the shop-window.


What he said. Thus separating gender from marriage becomes "same sex marriage" (except it doesn't) and opposing it becomes "intolerance" and "bigotry."



Cobb has some great posts on marriage
Cobb is an interesting guy who speaks his mind. He's got an excellent series of entries on marriage and the gay "marriage" debate. My favorite part is this graph:


...I'm coming to believe that there are a bunch of nutjobs who love living in analogy-land. And in that topsy-turvy universe they can start talking about MLK and unfair discrimination and try to make parallels between this aspect of gay liberation and the Civil Rights Movement. Fair warning, such crap will not be tolerated at Cobb.


'Bout time I read someone sane on this issue. The civil rights analogy is obscene.

Then he concludes with this gem:


Fight the discrimination where it arises. Stop mucking with definitions.


As I said in the comments section below, my disagreement on this issue (and many other issues) concerns the perversion of reason. The perversion of sexuality is a separate issue — that involves plain-old carnal sin. Which is hot-blooded, sins of the body, easy to forgive but difficult to correct. But now this sin of the body has turned into a sin of the mind.

In every area where the issue of homosexuality arises to attack existing institutions — whether Vicki Gene Robinson in Vermont, or with Andrew Sullivan's dishonorable calumnies of half the American population, or the nonsensical analogies, or the Anglican bishop questioned by police in Britain for merely teaching the church's position on homosexuality, or the teacher in British Columbia who was sanctioned for writing letters to the editor discussing the church's position on homosexuality — it's reason being perverted that constitutes the greater sin. And that's what I'm trying to fight against.

Not just this issue

Don't get me wrong: The pro-choice argument is the single greatest perversion of reason in American culture today, especially when language is violated by calling the taking of unborn life, "Reproductive Rights." I have no use for people who use that term. Call it abortion. Say it's regrettable but necessary, and that more needs to be done to prevent needless abortions. That's a reasonable argument. Don't say it's a right and don't say it's about reproduction. The second largest is the meretricious concept of "Free Speech Zones" on college campuses. Call it a small exception to the campus-wide ban on free speech. This gay "marriage" will just be another degradation of language and reason, especially when it mocks the Civil Rights movement.

People with a degraded language (which happens) will make it ten times as difficult to help their children think clearly.

You see:

Reproductive rights means abortion.
Free speech zone means anti-speech codes
Gay marriage is like the end of segregation.

Slavery is freedom.
Good is bad.
We have always been at war with Oceania. Oceania has always been our ally.

Suggestion: Knock it off.


Rotator Cuff Intact
The MRI came back.

I didn't get much information. Basically, told to go to an orthopedist. The only thing I was told was the rotator cuff is intact. That's good news, at least.
Is the culture gone?
A friend of mine considers that the gay marriage debate is a bellwether of our culture. To him, serious consideration of gay marriage means our culture is simply gone. Shot. Finished. If gay marriage is taken seriously, then as a people, our values are so eroded that they simply can no longer be said to exist. The salt has lost its taste. And you remember what Jesus said about the salt that has lost its taste: It's no longer good for anything but to be thrown on the ground and trodden under foot. He believes that God will simply turn us over to the depravity of our minds, and allow depravity and carnality to finish us off. And God will preserve a remnant.

I'm not sure how finished we are. I think in the United States, we still have some fight left in us. It's tough, though. Our elites, for the most part, have fallen. But there's still a lot of faithful Christians and Jews left to put a good fight.

One thing I'm pretty sure of: Our freedom comes from God. Without God, our freedom goes.

A Federal Marriage Amendment is not a make or break thing for our culture. But it's another opportunity — to choose God or to choose depravity. If we choose depravity, we will soon be asked to choose a new, more depraved evil. Because ultimately, our culture is being sifted.

Our culture is screwed up. I'm not sure it's gone. If this amendment fails, however, I'd say we're pretty close to finished.


Which rule of civil procedure am I?
OK, this is a quiz that's original.

Found from Lost Souls' Gas Station..

YOU ARE RULE 8(a)!

You are Rule 8, the most laid back of all the
Federal Rules of Civil Procedure. While your
forefather in the Federal Rules may have been a
stickler for details and particularity, you
have clearly rebelled by being pleasant and
easy-going. Rule 8 only requires that a
plaintiff provide a short and plain statement
of a claim on which a court can grant relief.
While there is much to be lauded in your
approach, your good nature sometimes gets you
in trouble, and you often have to rely on your
good friend, Rule 56, to bail you out.


Which Federal Rule of Civil Procedure Are You?
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